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NiveK Rayne  

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3:31 am

Journal Entry: Tue Jul 8, 2008, 3:52 AM
Damn...
All I can think about is what I'm going to do...My other car payment was due today...I have no job...so there fore...no money...
Thats neither here nor there.
I'm trying to actually work on a storyline for my characters...finally...any ideas?
...I'm staring at my Fight Club poster that sits behind my desk...the giant bar of pink soap with the title on it really stands out against that white wall in which it is shoved against. Even moreso since the insomnia has made my mind have a mild case of the strobe affect...and goddamn am I seeing things now...I turn my head and see a hand out of the corner of my eye...I turn to look but it was gone, I cannot put my finger on it now, the child is grown, the dream is gone...
Thank you, Pink Floyd, for supplying me with endless hours of thought provoking insomniac release...brought to you by those happy little lawn gnomes that follow you around when you least expect it...
Please, for your safety, don't ask...
Some things are better left unsaid, undone, untied, understood?
Perhaps one of these nights I will get to sleep before the midnight hour approaches...HA! that's a laugh...sleep eludes me even now, as my eyes feel sticky from the lack of sleep...Nowhere man by the beatles has serenaded my ears...but a quick click...Across the Universe...
This is nothing more than the ramblings of a sleep obsessed insomniac...in which there is never really any resolution to...boy, I really like...
Perhaps I should stop fighting the sandman and allow him to give me such sweet peace of mind. But, I think..when I go to bed...I will have to undress and put pajamas on...shove Erick over to HIS side of the bed and try to get comfortable.
That just seems like way too much work for me right now, considering, I'm lazy as fuck right now...
Although, the mind grows weary, and my thoughts seem to rise and fall as quick as ripples in a pond...I seem to have a desire to stay alert..or somewhere in between.
But, I shall show weakness...I must sleep...I'm becoming a nut just sitting here...I hope its a cashew..i dun like peanuts... :p
Good night, cruel world.
Sleep well in your dream world of puppy dogs and unicorns...and await my dreams to drop a big ol' fat H bomb on your unicorns and watch them vaporize as I cackle and sip my sangria.
Why sangria? dunno..sounds poetic. xD.
...Gut Nacht...
It is now 3:49 am

Name: Kim ;p
Single or taken: Taken
Gender: Female
Birthday: December 14, 1985
Sign: Sagittarius
Hair color: reddish brown ;p
Eye color: green brown
Height: 5'9"
Are you straight/bisexual/gay?: I feel like being Bi at the moment xD

-----------• × • F A S H I O N | S T U F F • × •--------------

Where is your favourite place to shop for clothes?: Walmart? ;p
Favorite designer?: meh
What is your sexiest outfit?: nudie
What is your most comfortable outfit?: pajama bottoms and a tee shirt...
What do you usually wear?: Jeans and a tee shirt

--------------• × • S P E C I F I C S • × • -------------------

What kind of shampoo do you use?: currently its herbal essence...**moans**
What are you listening to right now: Summer Breeze-Seals and Crofts (makes me feel fine)
Who is the last person that called you?: :iconkyru-kosma:
How many buddies are online right now?: three

-------------• × • F A V O R I T E S • × •-----------------

Foods: I like a bloody steak on occasion...
Girls names: Hazel, Mika ;p
Boys names: Adam, Trevor, NiveK :D
Subjects in school: Art...um..lunch?

----------------• × • H A V E | Y O U | E V E R • × •-------------

Given anyone a bath?: Yes
Bungee jumped?: nope
Made yourself throw up?: oh yeah..taken too much ritalin...had to get rid of it.
Skinny dipped?: yep
Ever been in love?: -sigh- unfortunately yes
Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: hehe yeah
Pictured your crush naked?: fuck yeah xD
Actually seen your crush naked?: depends on what crush :D so yes..
Cried when someone died?: yes.
Lied: of course
Fallen for your best friend?: x3 yes. doesn't work out well.
Rejected someone?: quite a few times
Done something you regret?: heheh of course not. lmao...:}

------------• × • C U R R E N T • × •---------------

Clothes: Black jeans, Hellsing tee shirt...
Music: Hotel California- The eagles
Smell: Hot plastic
Desktop picture: Davey Havoc xD
Cd in player: Chevelle-"This type of thinking could do us in"
DVD in player: House M.D. season 3

----------------• × • L A S T | P E R S O N • × •----------------------

You touched: Erick
Hugged: Erick
You IMed: :iconquantumfuzzics:
You yelled at: Erick
You kissed: Erick

---------------• × • A R E | Y O U • × •---------------------

Understanding: Depends
Open-minded: I think so...
Insecure: very
Random: hehehe..BANANA!...not random you fuck
Hungry: meh...no
Smart: I would like to think so..
Moody: God, yes...
Hard working: again..it depends
Organized: fuck no
Healthy: not really
Shy: depending on the situation
Difficult: yes
Bored easily: not really
Obsessed: hehe yes
Angry: extremely
Sad: yes
Happy: rarely
Hyper: yes
Trusting: no

---------• × • W H O | D O | Y O U | W A N N A • × •--------

Kill?: My mother
Slap?: Erick
Get really wasted with?: :iconquantumfuzzics: :iconlw-sketch: :iconneondreamz:
Get high with: xD meggie
Talk to offline: :iconquantumfuzzics:
Talk to online: just about everyone else..
Sex it up with: hehe i really shouldn't..it will get me into trouble.

------------------• × • R A N D O M • × •---------------------

In the morning I: get up...
Weekends: aren't the same.
Love is: a chemical reaction in the brain resulting in an endorphin rush...;p
I dream about: The end of the world...seriously...
Sexual preference: Whichever is willing xD
What do you notice first in the gender you're into: Eyes.

---------------• × • W H I C H | I S | B E T T E R • × ---------------

Coke or Pepsi: pepsi...bitch.
Flowers or candy: ;p candy...Ferrero Rocher
Tall or short: Tall :D

---------------• × • W H O • × • ---------------

Makes you laugh the most: :iconquantumfuzzics:
Makes you smile: Erick
Gives you a funny feeling when you see him/her: there it is again..i can't disclose..

--------------• × • D O | Y O U | E V E R • × •-----------------

Sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to IM you?: heh sometimes.
Wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: Every month..
Wish you were younger: Not really.
Cry because someone said something to you?: yep

-----------• × • N U M B E R • × •--------------

Of times I have had my heart broken: More than I can count.
Of hearts I have broken: heh..more than I can count.
Of guys I've kissed: Refer to above statement.
Of girls I've kissed: three or four...totally made out with them xD
Of CD's I own: don't get into that...
Of scars on my body: Over 100

It is now...4:20 am XD!!!!

  • Mood: Bitter
  • Listening to: Your breathing.
  • Reading: Your mind.
  • Watching: You undress.
  • Playing: Mind games.
  • Eating: You out.
  • Drinking: Your thoughts.

Devious Information

  • Current Age: 22
  • Current Residence: Still the void between Heaven and Hell, Only 100 miles north of the old one. lmao
  • deviantWEAR sizing preference: Large. i'm a fatass
  • Interests: finding a way to disapear :P
  • Favourite movie: American Psycho, Fight club,(thanks to matthew and raven)
  • Favourite band or musician: Skinny Puppy, She wants Revenge, Pink Floyd, Chevelle, AFI etc. the list goes on
  • Favourite genre of music: industrial, classic rock, grunge, metal, soft rock, etc.
  • Favourite artist: Andy Warhol
  • Favourite poet or writer: Alfred Lord Tennyson, Robert Cormier, Chuck Palahniuk, Bret Easton Ellis, and many more
  • Favourite photographer: Probably my friends that do photography.
  • Favourite style of art: An original style is preferred.
  • Operating System: :( Its like an air freshener, works great until you open Windows.
  • MP3 player of choice: ipod shuffle
  • Wallpaper of choice: cheesy flower print
  • Skin of choice: soft and supple...mmmm
  • Favourite game: The Darkness
  • Favourite gaming platform: Meh too many.
  • Favourite cartoon character: Nicholas D. Wolfwood and Legato Bluesummers. :P
  • Personal Quote: I reject your reality and substitute my own.
  • Tools of the Trade: Morphine, rum, and a ballpoint pen

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~NiveK-Rayne:iconNiveK-Rayne: 55 minutes 39 seconds ago
of course :D

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~NiveK-Rayne:iconNiveK-Rayne: 7 hours 23 minutes ago
Of course! :D

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*Uzumaki-Akane-sama:iconUzumaki-Akane-sama: 8 hours 57 minutes ago
Thank you so much!!! I'm really glad you think so ^^! :hug:!

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"We fear what we do not understand...but if we did understand...would we still be afraid?"
~Akane-sama~

92% of teens would be dead if Abercrombie & Fitch said it wasn't cool to breathe. Put this in your sig if you are the 8% who would be laughing.
~NiveK-Rayne:iconNiveK-Rayne: 11 hours 51 minutes ago
Your art work is amazing, i'll add you as soon as i get a chance to xD

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*Uzumaki-Akane-sama:iconUzumaki-Akane-sama: 12 hours 1 minute ago
Thank you so much for adding "Comic Spoiler+First Kiss+R x M" and "Groping in the Graveyard-spoil" to your favorites! I'm really glad you liked them ^^!

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"We fear what we do not understand...but if we did understand...would we still be afraid?"
~Akane-sama~

92% of teens would be dead if Abercrombie & Fitch said it wasn't cool to breathe. Put this in your sig if you are the 8% who would be laughing.
~NiveK-Rayne:iconNiveK-Rayne: 15 hours 43 minutes ago
You should be.

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"Put a gun to my head and paint the wall with my brains."

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~ChibiIchigo249:iconChibiIchigo249: 15 hours 43 minutes ago
oh well srry any ways
~NiveK-Rayne:iconNiveK-Rayne: 15 hours 44 minutes ago
Well, your guess is completely wrong. Maybe you should try actually not taking people at first glance...you couldn't have been more wrong.

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~ChibiIchigo249:iconChibiIchigo249: 15 hours 46 minutes ago Mood: Nervous
i dono just guessing :sprint:
~NiveK-Rayne:iconNiveK-Rayne: 15 hours 50 minutes ago
What gave you the idea that I was emo? Honestly...I would like to know.

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~ChibiIchigo249:iconChibiIchigo249: 15 hours 59 minutes ago
ok r u emo or somthing
~Justin-Undead:iconJustin-Undead: 21 hours 5 minutes ago
I shall keep it up =D

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"Too weird to live, Too rare to die"
~NiveK-Rayne:iconNiveK-Rayne: 21 hours 53 minutes ago
Why sure :D I actually took the time to look at your gallery. Keep up the good work.

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~Justin-Undead:iconJustin-Undead: 22 hours 8 minutes ago
Thanks for the fave and add =D

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"Too weird to live, Too rare to die"
*Renstock:iconRenstock: 2 days 12 hours ago
=]

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Check out my stock =]
~NiveK-Rayne:iconNiveK-Rayne: 2 days 13 hours ago
Your very welcome :D

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*Renstock:iconRenstock: 2 days 13 hours ago
ty for the fave darlin

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Check out my stock =]
~NiveK-Rayne:iconNiveK-Rayne: 5 days 14 hours ago
thank you for the compliment :D and your very welcome for the add.

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~2sidekrew:icon2sidekrew: 5 days 15 hours ago
wow, thanks for the fave's :]
and the add.
dangg, your awsome :D
~NiveK-Rayne:iconNiveK-Rayne: Jul 1, 2008, 9:32:02 AM
Your very welcome :D

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~pucca-fairy:iconpucca-fairy: Jul 1, 2008, 4:50:50 AM Mood: Neutral
Thanks for faving Morpheus =)

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The living walk by the edge of a vast lake
near the wise, drowned silence of the dead.'
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:pissedoff: OMG GET MY FUCKING NAME RIGHT!IT’S SARA (SAH-ra) NOT SARAH (SER-ra)!!!! :pissedoff:
=Transexual-Vampire33:iconTransexual-Vampire33: Jun 29, 2008, 6:44:03 PM
=3 no probs

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~NiveK-Rayne:iconNiveK-Rayne: Jun 29, 2008, 6:42:22 PM
your very welcome :)

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"Put a gun to my head and paint the wall with my brains."

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=Transexual-Vampire33:iconTransexual-Vampire33: Jun 29, 2008, 6:39:31 PM
Thank you for the fave ^^

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"REPENT !!! REPENT !!!

Watch the insects eat the rotten apples on the ground "
- Forbidden Fruit - MM