Damn...
All I can think about is what I'm going to do...My other car payment was due today...I have no job...so there fore...no money...
Thats neither here nor there.
I'm trying to actually work on a storyline for my characters...finally...any ideas?
...I'm staring at my Fight Club poster that sits behind my desk...the giant bar of pink soap with the title on it really stands out against that white wall in which it is shoved against. Even moreso since the insomnia has made my mind have a mild case of the strobe affect...and goddamn am I seeing things now...I turn my head and see a hand out of the corner of my eye...I turn to look but it was gone, I cannot put my finger on it now, the child is grown, the dream is gone...
Thank you, Pink Floyd, for supplying me with endless hours of thought provoking insomniac release...brought to you by those happy little lawn gnomes that follow you around when you least expect it...
Please, for your safety, don't ask...
Some things are better left unsaid, undone, untied, understood?
Perhaps one of these nights I will get to sleep before the midnight hour approaches...HA! that's a laugh...sleep eludes me even now, as my eyes feel sticky from the lack of sleep...Nowhere man by the beatles has serenaded my ears...but a quick click...Across the Universe...
This is nothing more than the ramblings of a sleep obsessed insomniac...in which there is never really any resolution to...boy, I really like...
Perhaps I should stop fighting the sandman and allow him to give me such sweet peace of mind. But, I think..when I go to bed...I will have to undress and put pajamas on...shove Erick over to HIS side of the bed and try to get comfortable.
That just seems like way too much work for me right now, considering, I'm lazy as fuck right now...
Although, the mind grows weary, and my thoughts seem to rise and fall as quick as ripples in a pond...I seem to have a desire to stay alert..or somewhere in between.
But, I shall show weakness...I must sleep...I'm becoming a nut just sitting here...I hope its a cashew..i dun like peanuts...
Good night, cruel world.
Sleep well in your dream world of puppy dogs and unicorns...and await my dreams to drop a big ol' fat H bomb on your unicorns and watch them vaporize as I cackle and sip my sangria.
Why sangria? dunno..sounds poetic. xD.
...Gut Nacht...
It is now 3:49 am

Name: Kim
Single or taken: Taken
Gender: Female
Birthday: December 14, 1985
Sign: Sagittarius
Hair color: reddish brown
Eye color: green brown
Height: 5'9"
Are you straight/bisexual/gay?: I feel like being Bi at the moment xD

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Where is your favourite place to shop for clothes?: Walmart?
Favorite designer?: meh
What is your sexiest outfit?: nudie
What is your most comfortable outfit?: pajama bottoms and a tee shirt...
What do you usually wear?: Jeans and a tee shirt

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What kind of shampoo do you use?: currently its herbal essence...**moans**
What are you listening to right now: Summer Breeze-Seals and Crofts (makes me feel fine)
Who is the last person that called you?:
How many buddies are online right now?: three

-------------• × • F A V O R I T E S • × •-----------------

Foods: I like a bloody steak on occasion...
Girls names: Hazel, Mika
Boys names: Adam, Trevor, NiveK
Subjects in school: Art...um..lunch?

----------------• × • H A V E | Y O U | E V E R • × •-------------

Given anyone a bath?: Yes
Bungee jumped?: nope
Made yourself throw up?: oh yeah..taken too much ritalin...had to get rid of it.
Skinny dipped?: yep
Ever been in love?: -sigh- unfortunately yes
Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: hehe yeah
Pictured your crush naked?: fuck yeah xD
Actually seen your crush naked?: depends on what crush so yes..
Cried when someone died?: yes.
Lied: of course
Fallen for your best friend?: x3 yes. doesn't work out well.
Rejected someone?: quite a few times
Done something you regret?: heheh of course not. lmao...:}

------------• × • C U R R E N T • × •---------------

Clothes: Black jeans, Hellsing tee shirt...
Music: Hotel California- The eagles
Smell: Hot plastic
Desktop picture: Davey Havoc xD
Cd in player: Chevelle-"This type of thinking could do us in"
DVD in player: House M.D. season 3

----------------• × • L A S T | P E R S O N • × •----------------------

You touched: Erick
Hugged: Erick
You IMed:
You yelled at: Erick
You kissed: Erick

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Understanding: Depends
Open-minded: I think so...
Insecure: very
Random: hehehe..BANANA!...not random you fuck
Hungry: meh...no
Smart: I would like to think so..
Moody: God, yes...
Hard working: again..it depends
Organized: fuck no
Healthy: not really
Shy: depending on the situation
Difficult: yes
Bored easily: not really
Obsessed: hehe yes
Angry: extremely
Sad: yes
Happy: rarely
Hyper: yes
Trusting: no

---------• × • W H O | D O | Y O U | W A N N A • × •--------

Kill?: My mother
Slap?: Erick
Get really wasted with?:
Get high with: xD meggie
Talk to offline:
Talk to online: just about everyone else..
Sex it up with: hehe i really shouldn't..it will get me into trouble.

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In the morning I: get up...
Weekends: aren't the same.
Love is: a chemical reaction in the brain resulting in an endorphin rush...
I dream about: The end of the world...seriously...
Sexual preference: Whichever is willing xD
What do you notice first in the gender you're into: Eyes.

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Coke or Pepsi: pepsi...bitch.
Flowers or candy: candy...Ferrero Rocher
Tall or short: Tall

---------------• × • W H O • × • ---------------

Makes you laugh the most:
Makes you smile: Erick
Gives you a funny feeling when you see him/her: there it is again..i can't disclose..

--------------• × • D O | Y O U | E V E R • × •-----------------

Sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to IM you?: heh sometimes.
Wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: Every month..
Wish you were younger: Not really.
Cry because someone said something to you?: yep

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Of times I have had my heart broken: More than I can count.
Of hearts I have broken: heh..more than I can count.
Of guys I've kissed: Refer to above statement.
Of girls I've kissed: three or four...totally made out with them xD
Of CD's I own: don't get into that...
Of scars on my body: Over 100

It is now...4:20 am XD!!!!